Sunday, February 03, 2008
ByeBye Poly Year2
I had almost completed most of the task i wanted from last year birthday wishes. Yet feeling empty somehow, something is missing.
No feelings for games, got many dramas now also no feeling to watch. Going Beijing soon, also not excited...
What's the wrong with me? Cny coming, no feeling... Everything should be good for me. Exams over, i got my vxg, beijing is coming. No stress no nothing, i am a free man now until apr.
Really really, i dont feel happy a single bit...
Dreams, the best place to go to. Everytime i close my eyes, my dreams are really wonderful nowadays.. At least for the past few months. I really love sleeping now, its because i will always dream of different places, different people, and on difficult and nice situation that i am in.
CNY is coming, gonna pack my room, prepare to go to china. I had wonder after 2months, what will happen to me. Watched Kyle XY, freaking nice drama.
Where my interests really lies, i really wish to find out. My concept was, either be the most evil, or rather you try to be the best. I chose to be the best didnt i? So work for it :X
Really i couldnt catch up with time, my pace is far too slow.
No feelings for games, got many dramas now also no feeling to watch. Going Beijing soon, also not excited...
What's the wrong with me? Cny coming, no feeling... Everything should be good for me. Exams over, i got my vxg, beijing is coming. No stress no nothing, i am a free man now until apr.
Really really, i dont feel happy a single bit...
Dreams, the best place to go to. Everytime i close my eyes, my dreams are really wonderful nowadays.. At least for the past few months. I really love sleeping now, its because i will always dream of different places, different people, and on difficult and nice situation that i am in.
CNY is coming, gonna pack my room, prepare to go to china. I had wonder after 2months, what will happen to me. Watched Kyle XY, freaking nice drama.
Where my interests really lies, i really wish to find out. My concept was, either be the most evil, or rather you try to be the best. I chose to be the best didnt i? So work for it :X
Really i couldnt catch up with time, my pace is far too slow.
Monday, January 14, 2008
Exams exams exams
Well, exams are rushing.... Its been knocking the door ever since i am aware of it uh? Handed up java project today, still have regrets on java program.
Ever thought how much time and effort i spent? I am very sure alot more then anyone else in the class... I am just so so so devoted to java, i can quite confidently saying that i know java servlet well. I know what's the problem even its the slighest, troubleshooting step by step.
Just have regrets! Why i didnt edit the forget password bonus section better! uhhh... HATE THIS!
There's so many people that need help on java question. Whereas i am also busy solving my bonus section yea? I bet maybe most people will think i am selfish as i didnt really help them. Some yea? I met them @ Jp library. Some i explain through msn. Some i told them what's their problem and asked them to solve it themself.
I think i had done my part as friend liao (: The rest is up to other people imagination.
Beijing trip is confirmed at 18th jan. At least i have sometime to visit friends house and bai nian. I just dont really wish to talk about anything really. I just hope time passes quickly... I dont really know what i am trying to avoid, or maybe i am such a loser on certain matters.
The pace of life is getting faster, i will be turning 20 in around 8months. I really really wonder again, what's gonna happen in the future. I just worries, well, just a while, and i know i gonna face up what i am going through now. Like finishing poly, studying well, participate in cca actively..
Sometimes i just dont understand you treat people good, they turn back stab you. They will tell tales like he treat friend not good enough or stuff. If you dare please discuss this infront of me. The most anything in the future i know, no matter is benefit or asking for help, i wont approach you.
Friends are still friends right? You dont expect a friend to do everything that you suppose to do. I really hate people who put their problem into OUR problem.
Just like maybe i donate blood, i met peter today. I asked peter if he had donated blood, he told me he was scared, he dont wanna go. I will start blabbering hey, you are so selfish, you dont save life. You just care about yourself..
this is just an example, there's many others. I just dont understand lar please. There's so many people in the world need help. OK! lets say you donated money to the people who played music on the streets, they maybe blind..etc..
Why not i bring you to china let you donate? Bring you to india... Its like no ending? Please la, the world is so big, dont act like you can change the world or something. If there is rich, there will be poor. Its something that cannot be changed. Working hard defintely give you a chance to become rich, but chances are also important.
So my conclusion to this post is, i will continue avoiding whatever that come in my way (:
Friends that are true, stay, the rest fked off.
dont put your problem in to OUR problem.
Thats all, and study hard for MST!
I am not a emo man. But someone who is able to think and suppress his feeling most of the time. No matter what he sees (:
Ever thought how much time and effort i spent? I am very sure alot more then anyone else in the class... I am just so so so devoted to java, i can quite confidently saying that i know java servlet well. I know what's the problem even its the slighest, troubleshooting step by step.
Just have regrets! Why i didnt edit the forget password bonus section better! uhhh... HATE THIS!
There's so many people that need help on java question. Whereas i am also busy solving my bonus section yea? I bet maybe most people will think i am selfish as i didnt really help them. Some yea? I met them @ Jp library. Some i explain through msn. Some i told them what's their problem and asked them to solve it themself.
I think i had done my part as friend liao (: The rest is up to other people imagination.
Beijing trip is confirmed at 18th jan. At least i have sometime to visit friends house and bai nian. I just dont really wish to talk about anything really. I just hope time passes quickly... I dont really know what i am trying to avoid, or maybe i am such a loser on certain matters.
The pace of life is getting faster, i will be turning 20 in around 8months. I really really wonder again, what's gonna happen in the future. I just worries, well, just a while, and i know i gonna face up what i am going through now. Like finishing poly, studying well, participate in cca actively..
Sometimes i just dont understand you treat people good, they turn back stab you. They will tell tales like he treat friend not good enough or stuff. If you dare please discuss this infront of me. The most anything in the future i know, no matter is benefit or asking for help, i wont approach you.
Friends are still friends right? You dont expect a friend to do everything that you suppose to do. I really hate people who put their problem into OUR problem.
Just like maybe i donate blood, i met peter today. I asked peter if he had donated blood, he told me he was scared, he dont wanna go. I will start blabbering hey, you are so selfish, you dont save life. You just care about yourself..
this is just an example, there's many others. I just dont understand lar please. There's so many people in the world need help. OK! lets say you donated money to the people who played music on the streets, they maybe blind..etc..
Why not i bring you to china let you donate? Bring you to india... Its like no ending? Please la, the world is so big, dont act like you can change the world or something. If there is rich, there will be poor. Its something that cannot be changed. Working hard defintely give you a chance to become rich, but chances are also important.
So my conclusion to this post is, i will continue avoiding whatever that come in my way (:
Friends that are true, stay, the rest fked off.
dont put your problem in to OUR problem.
Thats all, and study hard for MST!
I am not a emo man. But someone who is able to think and suppress his feeling most of the time. No matter what he sees (:
Friday, January 11, 2008
Goshh
Today gary drove me to school! It was kia 2.0 lol, model i forgot. It was bigger and more comfortable, and of cuz more power. the else people dont pay above 1.6 lit just to pay more COE right?
we chatted on car insurance on the car ride. BELOW 24years old and P plate cant be in an insurance policy. Whereas some may can deal insurance when your insurance claim past 3years is v.less money or clean record. Also some details to ask for quotation from the respective insurance company.
insurance is something not really important from what i think. of cuz you will say u careful ppl knock you how? heard until sian liao, if you not enough age, still p-plate, think about what insurance right? just drive carefully and gain experience on the road lah!
after 3nights of sick java. I finally kinna complete my basic mindset on how my program should run. It should not be a problem, since i already spent like 6hours a day to do my project. Why not spend like more 5hours editing the project?
I am getting thrilled feeling after i successfully done it on my own. I did it completely different from Thiha.
What i done? I implement java codes on html to check values, and some other small little stuff that make me really happy.
Java is my best friend right? dont disappoint me, get me a good grade please, all my love and time spent on you (=
Lets go dating again Java! on friday night and sat(if fri i not completed)
thats all! 21days more to freed myself. GOSH! counting down each day.
we chatted on car insurance on the car ride. BELOW 24years old and P plate cant be in an insurance policy. Whereas some may can deal insurance when your insurance claim past 3years is v.less money or clean record. Also some details to ask for quotation from the respective insurance company.
insurance is something not really important from what i think. of cuz you will say u careful ppl knock you how? heard until sian liao, if you not enough age, still p-plate, think about what insurance right? just drive carefully and gain experience on the road lah!
after 3nights of sick java. I finally kinna complete my basic mindset on how my program should run. It should not be a problem, since i already spent like 6hours a day to do my project. Why not spend like more 5hours editing the project?
I am getting thrilled feeling after i successfully done it on my own. I did it completely different from Thiha.
What i done? I implement java codes on html to check values, and some other small little stuff that make me really happy.
Java is my best friend right? dont disappoint me, get me a good grade please, all my love and time spent on you (=
Lets go dating again Java! on friday night and sat(if fri i not completed)
thats all! 21days more to freed myself. GOSH! counting down each day.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
The Cpu
Most people have CPU (illustrate)
================== The CPU ====================
My CPU look extremely nice for most people. They praise me for owning such a good CPU. Well, they didn't know that CPU outside nice have no use. With so many people praising and envying me having such a good looking and nice performance cpu. I had learnt to agree with them, rather then explaning to them which i dont want to.
Some people dont have CPU, but most people have it. May it good or bad, its still a CPU that you own right? I agree with the fact that having is better then dont.
Whereas since you had a CPU, comparing with other CPU the speed and processor and ram speed will be common. For me, a nice looking CPU that should be better then other CPU, had actually lost terribly to most of my friend's CPU. I am lost for words, arnt my CPU is better? Why... Why my CPU people say good, and it doesnt perform... why.. Lots of program not Sync ? Data clashed? Not enough memory? What the fish problem is with my CPU.
I finally got the problem with a stupid Administrator that control my CPU. I really hate it, it doesnt make sense with my way of handling CPU. My way of handling is consider 1st class in the eyes of other friends or CPU Administrator. Why my Administrator is so different. Can i change an Administrator? The answer is no obviously...
With my CPU i can never do my things to the fullest right now. Neither i wanna a new CPU. Do whatever i can with this CPU ba.
But the bottom line, its still good to have a CPU compared to those who don have CPU.
================== The CPU END ====================
Gosh.. examination are coming.
Spent 45mins trying to simulate my marks i am gonna get. Got some yelling as usual...
I should be aiming with accuracy la.. since i calculated.
I hope to get
Java - A
Internet working - A
The others hopefully to get C+ or B? Cuz the rest subject are 60+ i calculated.
Feeling stress with the projects and stuff.... So many projects.. 3more project to go, and examinations are nearing...
Stress is the only word. Hope project will be over soon. Will try my very best for the project and coming examination.
Gambatte..
================== The CPU ====================
My CPU look extremely nice for most people. They praise me for owning such a good CPU. Well, they didn't know that CPU outside nice have no use. With so many people praising and envying me having such a good looking and nice performance cpu. I had learnt to agree with them, rather then explaning to them which i dont want to.
Some people dont have CPU, but most people have it. May it good or bad, its still a CPU that you own right? I agree with the fact that having is better then dont.
Whereas since you had a CPU, comparing with other CPU the speed and processor and ram speed will be common. For me, a nice looking CPU that should be better then other CPU, had actually lost terribly to most of my friend's CPU. I am lost for words, arnt my CPU is better? Why... Why my CPU people say good, and it doesnt perform... why.. Lots of program not Sync ? Data clashed? Not enough memory? What the fish problem is with my CPU.
I finally got the problem with a stupid Administrator that control my CPU. I really hate it, it doesnt make sense with my way of handling CPU. My way of handling is consider 1st class in the eyes of other friends or CPU Administrator. Why my Administrator is so different. Can i change an Administrator? The answer is no obviously...
With my CPU i can never do my things to the fullest right now. Neither i wanna a new CPU. Do whatever i can with this CPU ba.
But the bottom line, its still good to have a CPU compared to those who don have CPU.
================== The CPU END ====================
Gosh.. examination are coming.
Spent 45mins trying to simulate my marks i am gonna get. Got some yelling as usual...
I should be aiming with accuracy la.. since i calculated.
I hope to get
Java - A
Internet working - A
The others hopefully to get C+ or B? Cuz the rest subject are 60+ i calculated.
Feeling stress with the projects and stuff.... So many projects.. 3more project to go, and examinations are nearing...
Stress is the only word. Hope project will be over soon. Will try my very best for the project and coming examination.
Gambatte..
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Car Craze
Just bathe came out -.-"
Yup yup, today is all about car craze! Tk just sent us back after visiting raffles marina... He been talking all along that his dad will buy him a car. I thought he was bullshitting, today he drove a SJA car plate to my door step invite me for a ride (:
I was wondering what car model is that, and it turned out to be a new series of toyota vios. Quite spacious and nice, the aircon is cool and the leather seat is much more comfortable then the old alties. Went to walk along the sea side at raffles marina with friends. The car was just nice, there are total of tk + 4 of us including me.
They was actually planning CNY coming out to visit each other house. Gary, tk and me drive and it should be enough to carry everyone, at night. As gary said his dad will use car during the day. Hahaaa, i was stunted for a second, what more can i say? Shong was there, at least he really know how i felt. I can really really still recall my feeling... It was there since march 15th 07, i will never ever forget.
Was so speechless actually, i ended up saying my dad use car alot, blahblahblah... They end up saying at night your dad still drive? I say i wasnt too sure :(
Some dad are good, some are...? ermmm? yup.. i am just not so lucky to have a personal car.. Just my luck? Really have alot alot to say, but what can i say infront of him? He will say all his theory and point of view that is disagreed by many youngster and the most important the person is me.
What can i fight for? I know someone will say if you got money you will buy your own car lor, why depend on people right? You wont wanna beg someone whom will like to bullshit only. All talk no action.
Money money, all on car -.-" Had a small accident during the last 2car trip. Ended up paying 350 in total for myself. Plus the car rental etc...
i spent like 500+ ?
I am not rich, but..... what can i do? :(
And the other time is shared by my other friends, 450 divided by 3 =/
plus rental etc.... SIGH!!~ STOP... don wanna feel sad..
I really scared... to drive.. yet i yearn for that kind of feeling. Hate this hate this, i don wann accident anymore...
I DONT WANT ACCIDENT!
I passed everything at 1time, i spent the least money in sch. I spent 1.8k everything included
I took 20lessons to pass all subject under school, why not try asking around? BBDC 20lessons to Manuel driving lessons... Is consider legend liao lor...
But the current me.. I gonna shake head, where is my calmness and suave feeling gone to? I really dont know.... *Sighz*
My parking skill sucks seriously. 1st time accident is during parking, how in the hell i am skilled in parking when i am not allowed to drive many times? Okay good reason, why must i drive in the first place? Its kinna my passion lol, i just love the feeling of driving, freedom. I rather spend the petrol money then eat, surprising isnt it? lolx
some people will come and say, no money say what drive car? Eat also not enough ah... Enough of say lah, from what i think. Enough is okay, but what also dont give, i just dont like it. I wont do anything or ask for it too.
Exams and project are nearing, probably i will go for a driving trip few weeks later or maybe after exams and before cny. The addictive feeling, its hard to forget...
EVO (:
I just love the feeling.
If people dont wanna give you, you can always try to hint abit. BUT... The person kinna avoided it, and maybe say some other excuses to avoid talking about the main topic. Be clever, dont mention it.
I also dont understand why i love driving so much.... I really dont like to action even when i drive, i dont really drive fast too. I also couldnt find out the reason why... -,-" I just feel relax when driving... *Sighzzzzzzzz*
When can i drive again... Drive with fear now? How much money from my pocket is paid to accident fee? It was like near 500 la. Plus car rental this kind.... Thats why i work and work, no money anything, all spent on car and eat.
Say me dumb lor..... But i just feel for it, i have a strong passion for it. My P-plate is going to... EXPIRED, OH NO.... P-plate expiring in 2.5 months :D
I just hope to drive happily again, real soon.
I love driving deep from my heart, despite all the hardship that i am going through? Of all the fking trouble... all the accidents.. I still have the passion of driving deep from my heart (:
Do you?
Yup yup, today is all about car craze! Tk just sent us back after visiting raffles marina... He been talking all along that his dad will buy him a car. I thought he was bullshitting, today he drove a SJA car plate to my door step invite me for a ride (:
I was wondering what car model is that, and it turned out to be a new series of toyota vios. Quite spacious and nice, the aircon is cool and the leather seat is much more comfortable then the old alties. Went to walk along the sea side at raffles marina with friends. The car was just nice, there are total of tk + 4 of us including me.
They was actually planning CNY coming out to visit each other house. Gary, tk and me drive and it should be enough to carry everyone, at night. As gary said his dad will use car during the day. Hahaaa, i was stunted for a second, what more can i say? Shong was there, at least he really know how i felt. I can really really still recall my feeling... It was there since march 15th 07, i will never ever forget.
Was so speechless actually, i ended up saying my dad use car alot, blahblahblah... They end up saying at night your dad still drive? I say i wasnt too sure :(
Some dad are good, some are...? ermmm? yup.. i am just not so lucky to have a personal car.. Just my luck? Really have alot alot to say, but what can i say infront of him? He will say all his theory and point of view that is disagreed by many youngster and the most important the person is me.
What can i fight for? I know someone will say if you got money you will buy your own car lor, why depend on people right? You wont wanna beg someone whom will like to bullshit only. All talk no action.
Money money, all on car -.-" Had a small accident during the last 2car trip. Ended up paying 350 in total for myself. Plus the car rental etc...
i spent like 500+ ?
I am not rich, but..... what can i do? :(
And the other time is shared by my other friends, 450 divided by 3 =/
plus rental etc.... SIGH!!~ STOP... don wanna feel sad..
I really scared... to drive.. yet i yearn for that kind of feeling. Hate this hate this, i don wann accident anymore...
I DONT WANT ACCIDENT!
I passed everything at 1time, i spent the least money in sch. I spent 1.8k everything included
I took 20lessons to pass all subject under school, why not try asking around? BBDC 20lessons to Manuel driving lessons... Is consider legend liao lor...
But the current me.. I gonna shake head, where is my calmness and suave feeling gone to? I really dont know.... *Sighz*
My parking skill sucks seriously. 1st time accident is during parking, how in the hell i am skilled in parking when i am not allowed to drive many times? Okay good reason, why must i drive in the first place? Its kinna my passion lol, i just love the feeling of driving, freedom. I rather spend the petrol money then eat, surprising isnt it? lolx
some people will come and say, no money say what drive car? Eat also not enough ah... Enough of say lah, from what i think. Enough is okay, but what also dont give, i just dont like it. I wont do anything or ask for it too.
Exams and project are nearing, probably i will go for a driving trip few weeks later or maybe after exams and before cny. The addictive feeling, its hard to forget...
EVO (:
I just love the feeling.
If people dont wanna give you, you can always try to hint abit. BUT... The person kinna avoided it, and maybe say some other excuses to avoid talking about the main topic. Be clever, dont mention it.
I also dont understand why i love driving so much.... I really dont like to action even when i drive, i dont really drive fast too. I also couldnt find out the reason why... -,-" I just feel relax when driving... *Sighzzzzzzzz*
When can i drive again... Drive with fear now? How much money from my pocket is paid to accident fee? It was like near 500 la. Plus car rental this kind.... Thats why i work and work, no money anything, all spent on car and eat.
Say me dumb lor..... But i just feel for it, i have a strong passion for it. My P-plate is going to... EXPIRED, OH NO.... P-plate expiring in 2.5 months :D
I just hope to drive happily again, real soon.
I love driving deep from my heart, despite all the hardship that i am going through? Of all the fking trouble... all the accidents.. I still have the passion of driving deep from my heart (:
Do you?
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Dec 2007
Say farewell to 2007....?
I know i didnt update this blog lol. Kinna dead. hmmmm, some updates now?
Life had been fairly good? projects and exams are coming really near, i am kinna worried now..Gosh...
What i had been doing wor? Seriously this 2weeks holiday, i felt its too long. Maybe i really enjoyed myself alot alot during this 2weeks holiday i swear. My cousin from malaysia just left, kinna lonely again. HAHAA!!
Every year also like that, i hate 'goodbye', i really detest the feeling to the core sometimes. Yet i know saying goodbye is for a better reunion next time. Do you agree? There's no never-ending gathering afterall.
Went to malaysia @ 20th-23th dec, went shopping around mid-valley, lesiure mall... and some shopping mall, lazy to list it out. It was quite fun ah, but i didnt buy much, kinna buy like 2clothes and some headbands.. socks... and.. THE END!
Thinking back, the last 6nights i been mahjong-ING..... GOSH!! The 1st time i played mahjong was at ALYEEN house, during new year... during sec 3 and 4? I stopped ever since, am i kinna feeling quite pro now, haa..
spent Christmas eating at bugis pepper lunch... err err, no photo, cuz i am not that kind of guy that love taking photo, maybe my cousin did i think?? =P After that went to orchard took some photos... and find my cousin.. ohh ya my sis and bf also there.
After that we together went newton to have some seafood and satay... After that it was kinna early. But we wanna go home early, everyone was tired. We still have Majong session ahh!!
1Round, 4 "wind", we used to play 4hours during the 1st 3days. We slowly improve the speed. Guess what? yesterday we played 1round and we took only 3hours. Horray! =X
I feeling i am running out of time. If my BJ working is approved, i really feel my life is changing. 3weeks of study, after that exam. Rest awhile, celebrate Chinese new year, and after that work for 2months @ BJ hopefully.
Coming back, year3, GOSH I FELT OLD....darn. Then choose 1gems, and leading my poly life with my classmate for the last sem. After that most of them will go internship. Sem2 of year3, project and 2 elective.... ARGHHH!! and i predict.. before i know, its already project finishing and year3 is going to an end. That should be 1year from now. And army days are marching near, i can feel the tremble and the feeling even from now. Getting all excited yet depressing. haa!! what feeling is that yo?
After that hand-up project and celebrate chinese new year, after that waiting for army enlistment. GOSHHH.... Even i always say walk 1step, see 1step. But i felt kanchiong nowadays.... Really.. My time is running out, i still got some stuff wanna do..
My blog post so random, i lazy scroll up and type. I am that kind of typist love to type type.. type pretty fast and don wanna go edit that kind... and.. i am really..... dumbdumb, lol!
okay okay, i wanna say is i went msia i ate A&W, lost in singapore since young... haa!! it was delicious with the root beer + float... WAHHH!!! Heavenly.. went to watched movie (national treasure) damn nice lar.. the action... and also went to Sing K.... "smth lyk kbox in sg"... it was pretty good lar. But i don like to sing 1, aga aga sing sing happy abit.. haha.. there is buffet also... ate abit then sing for 2hours, then we went watch e movie lol, alamak, my post really RANDOM... i typed -blogpost random ... lame... G!!!!
So precisely time is really running out. And ya, my room is leaking water again. I HATE IT gosh..... my bed gonna move, i cant use my table. WTB really...
i remember my conversation with my cousin .... TOPIC always on GIRLS!!! CHIOBU.. lol, nothing to be PS of lah.. be OPEN mah. What century liao right? hAhaaa...
think i stop here ba?
Interested to look at my quite first few blog.
Go www.banghong88.blogspot.com
HAaaa!! I gonna make this blog nicer with a nicer skin, or rather create a new blog i suppose? I should fix my blog for long usage soon... yeah soon? =P
I know i didnt update this blog lol. Kinna dead. hmmmm, some updates now?
Life had been fairly good? projects and exams are coming really near, i am kinna worried now..Gosh...
What i had been doing wor? Seriously this 2weeks holiday, i felt its too long. Maybe i really enjoyed myself alot alot during this 2weeks holiday i swear. My cousin from malaysia just left, kinna lonely again. HAHAA!!
Every year also like that, i hate 'goodbye', i really detest the feeling to the core sometimes. Yet i know saying goodbye is for a better reunion next time. Do you agree? There's no never-ending gathering afterall.
Went to malaysia @ 20th-23th dec, went shopping around mid-valley, lesiure mall... and some shopping mall, lazy to list it out. It was quite fun ah, but i didnt buy much, kinna buy like 2clothes and some headbands.. socks... and.. THE END!
Thinking back, the last 6nights i been mahjong-ING..... GOSH!! The 1st time i played mahjong was at ALYEEN house, during new year... during sec 3 and 4? I stopped ever since, am i kinna feeling quite pro now, haa..
spent Christmas eating at bugis pepper lunch... err err, no photo, cuz i am not that kind of guy that love taking photo, maybe my cousin did i think?? =P After that went to orchard took some photos... and find my cousin.. ohh ya my sis and bf also there.
After that we together went newton to have some seafood and satay... After that it was kinna early. But we wanna go home early, everyone was tired. We still have Majong session ahh!!
1Round, 4 "wind", we used to play 4hours during the 1st 3days. We slowly improve the speed. Guess what? yesterday we played 1round and we took only 3hours. Horray! =X
I feeling i am running out of time. If my BJ working is approved, i really feel my life is changing. 3weeks of study, after that exam. Rest awhile, celebrate Chinese new year, and after that work for 2months @ BJ hopefully.
Coming back, year3, GOSH I FELT OLD....darn. Then choose 1gems, and leading my poly life with my classmate for the last sem. After that most of them will go internship. Sem2 of year3, project and 2 elective.... ARGHHH!! and i predict.. before i know, its already project finishing and year3 is going to an end. That should be 1year from now. And army days are marching near, i can feel the tremble and the feeling even from now. Getting all excited yet depressing. haa!! what feeling is that yo?
After that hand-up project and celebrate chinese new year, after that waiting for army enlistment. GOSHHH.... Even i always say walk 1step, see 1step. But i felt kanchiong nowadays.... Really.. My time is running out, i still got some stuff wanna do..
My blog post so random, i lazy scroll up and type. I am that kind of typist love to type type.. type pretty fast and don wanna go edit that kind... and.. i am really..... dumbdumb, lol!
okay okay, i wanna say is i went msia i ate A&W, lost in singapore since young... haa!! it was delicious with the root beer + float... WAHHH!!! Heavenly.. went to watched movie (national treasure) damn nice lar.. the action... and also went to Sing K.... "smth lyk kbox in sg"... it was pretty good lar. But i don like to sing 1, aga aga sing sing happy abit.. haha.. there is buffet also... ate abit then sing for 2hours, then we went watch e movie lol, alamak, my post really RANDOM... i typed -blogpost random ... lame... G!!!!
So precisely time is really running out. And ya, my room is leaking water again. I HATE IT gosh..... my bed gonna move, i cant use my table. WTB really...
i remember my conversation with my cousin .... TOPIC always on GIRLS!!! CHIOBU.. lol, nothing to be PS of lah.. be OPEN mah. What century liao right? hAhaaa...
think i stop here ba?
Interested to look at my quite first few blog.
Go www.banghong88.blogspot.com
HAaaa!! I gonna make this blog nicer with a nicer skin, or rather create a new blog i suppose? I should fix my blog for long usage soon... yeah soon? =P
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Touching Stories
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the light and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost love once in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the light and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost love once in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
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